could you hear me?

Monday, December 06, 2004

sad..

i'm still feeling sad.. haiz.. tried to comfort myself so many times.. nothing seemed to work. except escaping reality. guess i'm scared to lose another person who's close to me. i kept psychoing myself. this is bad. think i'm getting more sadistic as the days pass. i'm still tearing. why? probably when sha's mum's eyes became red as she restrained her tears evoked my feelings. i wanna cry but i dun wanna let pple see. guess i'll cry in bed again. they're still on the plane. so damn worried for their safty lahz. haiz.. 7 more hours before they land. i'll be praying..

i have nothing more to say. unmotivated..
Ruth-Skunk || 9:00 pm