could you hear me?
Friday, July 30, 2004
homework.. what is that?? i'm goin nutz..
hmm.. well juz wanna say it out.. hahaz.. have been quite a success for me this entire week.. had been sleepin early and wakin up early.. like say, 4 am? hahaz.. that's what i did on mon.. coz didn have the chance to do much h/w on sun and i'm afraid that teachers will scold.. u know AJ teachers are either slackers(the spoon feeders) or murders(like mine).. yea.. so i have to do h/w or risk the fear of being tortured verbally and tormented emotionally.. hahaz.. right right.. shouldn't have so much pride, it's a sin<-- i learnt that durin the service.. even still?!?! gettin a scoldin is still not such a pleasurable thing to recieve.. yea so i decide to wake up early to pia h/w.. hahaz.. so monday night i went to sleep early again.. juz had to.. dunno why.. but before that i kinda like try to do some physics.. see my physics is goin down the drain manz.. dun get what they are doin and stuff.. kinda hate myself for so slackin in physics.. why? what happen to me?? so i decided to re-study my textbook.. and it was kinda helpful.. coz at least now i know wat i'm lackin in.. my concept.. i was so straight in the pass.. stickin to one formula for everything.. now i realise that even life has it's flip side of it, so does physics.. well, after studyin, i kinda gained very much from it.. then i start to psycho myself to like physics.. yea.. and also to like doin h/w.. cannot slack ler.. the pw lecture is scaring me out and the time-table given by ms lee is also worrying.. manz.. i cannot slack anymore.. kinda fun to be movin ard in the dark rummaging my bag for the tutorials.. and also to be the first one to be awake.. hahaz.. woke up at 4 also on tues morning.. did h/w for the day.. kinda like the thing now.. coz i get everything done before school starts.. hahaz and i won't be that blur during tutorials.. yea.. did i mention? my grandma was admitted to the hospital on monday.. haiz.. had bleeding from the anus.. (pardon my crudity but it's true) yea.. seemed like she had some intestine problem.. haiz.. dunno how many times she had been in and out ler.. so sad.. =/ yea... so it was kinda quiet in the mornin.. yea.. and the major conflict my mum had with my stupid bro... he juz refused to off the damn game.. he is juz so kiddish.. manz.. cant he ever grow up?? i hada talked to him.. right, i preached into him about his priorities.. he juz couldn't get it.. haiz.. boys will always be boys until they graduate from NS.. blearghz.. right.. yea.. so i didnt' touch the comp till wed.. yea.. tues had pe.. so i was damn damn damn tired.. haha... dropped dead on the sofa after dinner.. my mum nagged like crazy at 9 to ask me to either do h/w or go to bed instead of "lie here, lie there".. well.. couldn't force myself to face the hw, i went to bed.. jerked up at 1:45 the next morn.. wow.. alarm didnt' go off.. so i went back to sleep.. woke up again at 2:45.. arghz.. cant stand it.. see i'm stressing myself.. so lying in bed for another 15 mins.. i decided to do h/w.. hahaz.. crazy right... 3 in the morning.. no one can beat me to that.. did h/w till 5++.. then i went to drop dead on the sofa again.. hahaz.. yea.. i win.. =P wed passed in a breeze.. had actually wanted to lunch with junior.. couldn't make it.. well, nevertheless, i fulfilled my promise of goin back to AndSS to take my cert.. at least that's sth.. went home then.. makan a really late and small lunch.. hahaz.. then dinner.. i decided to do h/w at night for an hour.. 9-10.. went to sleep after that.. and then woke up this morn at 4 again.. right.. i am goin crazy.. sooner or later.. hope the weekend is a great one.. needa destress manz.. dun think so.. haiz.. right..
signing off.. Al
Ruth-Skunk || 9:20 pm
