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Friday, October 08, 2004

Oooh.. Sadist..

haz.. my sis called me a sadist the other night.. after reading my blog.. maybe i am? hahaz.. not that bad lah.. juz a teeny weeny part of me.. right.. the cut is healing lah.. really.. not very deep also mah.. juz the surface only.. and it's not really red lah, da ge.. dun worry i'm fine yah..

oh.. quoted from my sis.. so farnie when she said it that night.. we laughed until pengz.. hahaz..

"I can't stand heat, I can't stand cold. Slap me, slap me.."

i couldn't believe it actually came from her.. hahaz.. right.. we're gettin lamer by the day.. hmm.. =T is that a good sign? hahaz..

my sis and mum went to the doctors for some check-up without me the other day.. arghz.. wat the.. me leh?? didn't ask me to go.. dun wanna go see doc myself leh.. so sianz.. heartburns sucks.. blahz..

hmm.. econs think i flung ler.. think i got hearing problem.. 35 mins heard 55 mins.. shit lor.. case study gone case ler.. so i guess econs not much hope.. crap.. how to promote?? hmm..

first time my bro asked me to tutor him maths and science.. hahaz.. i was shocked.. totally.. coz it's so rare that he talks about h/w or studies that it's quite strange to hear it from him.. hahaz.. he said that his maths and sciences muz depend on me ler.. wat the.. might as well as me to take his papers right? hahaz.. but nvm lah.. juz hope that i wont lose my patience teachin him can ler.. wonder why.. never had the patience to do that.. but if i were to teach other pple can leh.. muz be becoz he keeps using vulgarities.. hahaz.. heck..

had lunch with the girls juz now at causeway.. hmm.. why is that place attractin all the pple.. think i went there too many a times.. like sentosa.. heck.. but it's nice to be with friends lah.. didnt eat much for lunch.. the laksa gave me a burning stomach.. xueli told me that pple who have heartburns are not suppose to eat food which are too spicy.. i didn't know that.. is that why my dad too.. nvm.. his eating diet is sth which my mum rates as unhealthy.. too salty and stuff.. doesn't matter now..

derno leh.. everytime when i had heartburns, i'll think of whether i'll be dying or not.. strange thought.. but after the incident, i'm kinda scared though.. heck.. i'm not afraid of death.. but it's the suddeness which i dun wanna leave behind with everyone.. and i really dun wanna get seperated with anyone too.. so sad..

aye.. dun think too much.. hahaz.. lookin forward to the class outing tmr!! dunno why.. juz felt that the girls were cool.. maybe after the incident makes me feel that they are really nice pple.. aye.. thanks for being there for me again.. esp to sarah, iris, chans, kim and shallin for comin so many times.. thanks alot sarah, for stayin up with me.. and iris.. u almost scared the hell out of me when i almost forgot it's ur b'day.. well, guess i'm feelin fine.. not thinkin too much nowadays.. hmm.. maybe becoz of promos bah.. not sure after that loh.. aye.. hope i wont bahz.. heck.. stop thinking.. hahaz..

crap.. think i'll update the songs on my phone again.. so sianz of savage gardens ler.. couldn't find my westlife coast to coast cd.. shit lor.. i've got songs in there which i wanna transfer to my phone.. dangz.. see what else i have lah.. =T

right.. think i blog later again lah.. go do up my phone.. hahaz..

"No one else comes close to you, no one makes me feel the way that you do.."
- passing rain

Ruth-Skunk || 4:17 pm