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Friday, August 06, 2004

Time.. Fly By..

hahaz.. right right.. guess i didn't blog much.. but at least i dun have that irritating counter that jumps everytime u visit a page which isn't renewed right.. not offending that another someone here but yea, it's still irritating.. haiz..

had still been wakin up early at 4 these few days to do h/w.. manz.. that kuah.. she really "make my day" on mon.. "u're suppose to hand up solid structure to me and suppose to go thru chem equilibrium".. blearghz.. and to think i wake up earlier to 'pia' solid structure for her.. thanks ah.. so that marks the start of my monday blue.. that's not all lor, i had actually forgot to bring my scores for choir.. arghz.. damnz.. and jiemin had actually reminded us lor.. so shitified.. haiz... then the news of chem remedials after lessons for the whole class started to ring in my mind.. triple damned! blearghz.. felt so bloody shitified lor.. didn't do much in chem rem.. coz shin hung and i juz went to complete the qns given to us quickly and the rest of the time were spent copying answers and laughing at the slang in the grp behind us.. choir.. it was bad, for the modern general and the sighing softly.. coz i'm stand next to adity(is this how she spells her name? nvm..).. yea, she juz crushed my notes.. blahz.. after that i can't stand it anymore, i went to stand with chun wei for scio enim.. well, at least i know the song lah.. then she wont 'zhao2 xia1' one mah.. chatted with her abit also.. then lay a garland.. not bad.. but i forgot some of the notes.. =P manz.. right.. went home with nad ma.. hahaz.. went to northpt to get her her socks.. she seemed determined to change her bag.. think she should too.. deuter is too common in AJ, esp blue ones.. can easily pick off many ard.. at the interchange, she shh-ed me off when i tried to argue that i can juz go to any busstop to get home from when she wanna walk me to the one which goes to my block.. i was like "i will still drop from the same stop lor"-"shh.."-"but i.."-"shh.." .. haiz.. right right.. endodaday.. slept..

tues> i was like blardy pissed off on mon ler lor.. and it juz had to come and glue me.. wah lauz.. kept talkin bout it's enlargement of family tree and it's relationships.. look at me wide and clear, do i look like i give a damn?? so irritated lorz.. and it keeps polluting the silence.. arghz.. frustration starts to build.. wrong time to play with my tail manz.. i'll bite.. then went online saw whee.. anger entries.. haz.. key loser.. hey, i'm startin to love the word.. right right..

wed> so yea.. dunno why, think the anguish was brought forward to that day.. face damn blardy black.. yea.. left the grp to be on my own.. sarah was tryin to cheer me up so she followed me.. right she was nice enough to not ask. and i thought everyone knows that we have our own privacy when it juz had to come and ask abt my pissed off face.. cant you see?? blind ah? insensitive thing.. =_= arghz... whee and wen saw me in the lect.. think my face really black coz whee immediately come over and ask me what happened.. she's so sweet.. but den again, welfare rep muz do her job mahz.. hahaz.. jkjk, scared she saw this and beat me up.. =X right.. haz.. then after school got a little choir session.. at least i corrected most of my notes.. yepz.. but still not very confident, think i'll learnt it up at home by myself.. =\ so after that my mood relaxed abit.. not that black ler.. went to do maths corrections outside lt1 with meiqing and chunwei did her hw.. the maths was blardy damn hard lorz.. i could've passed the class assessment if only i have saw the 2 qns on back page which i know how to do.. so shitified.. i could have cheated coz i forgot to hand up the paper but i didn't.. AndSS had taught me to live with integrity and dignity.. i will not go against my principles.. :P we did h/w, chunwei left at 4++ i think.. yea.. continue to do corrections with meiqing till 5++.. the damn correction really hard coz i'm determined to do it on my own.. blahz.. in the end the last qns i copied the answers coz i'm so sick of trigo.. arghz.. my worst topic.. ='( haiz.. whee came and went, came and went.. hahaz.. then iris finished her band and joined me.. =D did h/w together, chatted together.. ah.. best buds forever.. =) meiqing left at 7 ++ to bishan for her mum.. did h/w till 7:45.. it's the first time i sat quietly so much juz to do h/w lorz.. i'm goin crazy.. then we decided to go, coz i saw iris starin at her econs tys, and i know that she had lost the interest to do hw.. hahaz.. so i juz asked her "so wat time u wanna eat?" "anytime lor, you?" "i anything one mah.." "then zao now?" hahaz.. i caught u.. haiz.. iris ah iris.. muz pia ler leh.. but den again, u dun needa pia also smart enough.. leaving the school, whee was still there lorz.. waiting for wm.. w=mg.. hahaz.. i'll remember that.. hahaz.. i got a feelin that all the cedarians will bash me up when school start.. =X forget what i said.. so we ate at kfc after she had 'decided' to eat at amk and we scissor-paper-stoned to choose kfc.. right right.. actually i thought iris can eat alot.. but then she proved me wrong again.. ok, fine, u win.. chatted lotz and yea, laughed lotz.. right, i'm lame.. haiz.. i wasn't like this when i'm in sec school.. who will believe me? hahaz.. ate till almost 9 then we went home.. =D exhausted from the work..

thurs> tired of pulling a long face.. and sarah's sms kinda cheered me up + iris's date with me it adds up.. so i took off my black face mask.. i went to find jingyi coz i'm scared that she think that it's coz of her that i'm pissed.. no lor.. haiz.. jasper's turn to pull long face.. and thankfully, it didn't come bother me.. actually all the girls didn't bother about it lor.. hahaz.. actually i thought i was successful at hinting it until it started to speak to me.. blahz.. shuddup lah.. need me tell u straight in the face that i'm not interested?!?! blahz... i'm juz givin it face k, dun make me do sth i dun wish to do.. choir.. hmm.. the peace is interestingly nice.. waited for whee and nad ma after choir.. went home with ma with some shh-ing again.. =( i juz dun wan her to miss her bus mahz.. but luckily for her, i caught my bus.. =D thankz ma.. u're the best.. =)

today> morning assembly.. it was not bad lah.. the nice recollections part.. nad ma's work is not bad manz.. except that i'm rather pissed with the choir part.. nobody is listening lorz.. where did the respect gone to? please lah, even if u're not interested in choir songs, at least juz pay attention lah.. sucky attitude.. shitified.. AJ race.. it was not bad.. the blardy teachers.. we reached RI even before the teachers lorz.. blahz.. then at the scouts assoc they were seen buying coffee.. wadeva.. *roll eyes* then the teacher i/c of scouts assoc is a blardy idiot lor.. instead of keepin the other grps from comin in she asked us to use our brians to get out to think.. shit face lah her.. *fuming* blearghz.. the guys(except jas) were like walkin lor.. so what we have enough time? we still lose out mahz.. drowned our excitement.. shit them.. then the national song part.. sucks lor.. spent so much time, then jas and wing is like so uninterested.. not interested go with the other guys lah.. not as if i'm not pissed liddat.. so we didnt had games after that.. only ate and rested and took picz.. haz.. the debrief nothing much lahz.. haiz.. tried to have a class outin.. in the end went to S11 with the guys with jingyi and sarah.. jingyi ate, i have no appetite, sarah drank sth.. then jingyi left with her bf.. the guys went CS-ing, sarah decided to go jurong point so i went with her.. crapped lots.. got hungry.. went ard jp's basement and 1st floor.. then met jingyi and bf.. hahaz.. sg's so small.. her bf suggest to go to the kopitiam on the third floor.. quite cool.. =) ate there and walked ard the basement.. bought sweets and drinks and cheesecake sticks.. gave some to jingyi and bf.. haz.. went to see vcds and saw this FFX vcd lor.. wah lauz.. i will buy it no matter wat it takes.. X) went home..

shitified, pissed by my bro.. selfish little brat, lazy, brainless creep.. arghz... >=(

Ruth-Skunk || 7:35 pm