could you hear me?

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

tears of pearls..

ytd. pretty well i guess. think that i was quite happy or some sort. dunno. the day passed rather quickly. but when CLAO lessons came. i dunno. entered the LT a happy girl, came out a rather sad person. haiz. of all examples the teacher hadta use "father". but i'm glad that he did. coz he made me realise that my dad had reached all the requirements of a good father. and i'm proud of him. silent tears overflowed my eyes.

meetings and lots of meetings for pdg reps. crapz. "please attend a very important briefing".. yea right. go there watch video. sianz. after that i walked dear to the mrt station. and back to college.

choir. hmm. sound is gettin there. not bad. but then. i really really really want the J1s altos to improve. aye. esp those w/o music and/or choral background. shucks. too many things, too little time.

went home with faith. remembering my sec school time and times we shared before. but sth juz felt different. something.. freethinkin. may not be a bad idea. but i know the time will come for me to decide, which is very soon. i guess. i hope. i dunno. coz sometimes i dun see why pple feel abt things some ways and why others dun. i dunno. is freethinkin really wrong?

today. long long long day. pe, damn tiring. cv, i think my 2nd time talkin to the class failed miserably. everyone's juz not listening. and i let them played ard. i think laoshi also quite pissed. but i cannot juz shout at them and make them listen to me right? shitty position. i felt like tearing the papers in my hand when cv was over. arghz. moody.

dear splashed water over chenxi today. aiyah. i warned him ler, and she warned him too. but too bad. guys never listen. sad. and he got terribly wet. wow. first time dear is so pissed. shucks. haiz. "sorry chenxi, but too bad you chose a wrong day to piss me," she said. hmm.

was gettin sleepy during econs lect and after that. crapz. long day. and i woke up at 5 this morn. i'm nutz. but the thing is, after lessons ended i find myself pretty awake again. and chans dropped by at our class to strum his beloved guitar. hahaz. not bad huh.

sarah waited for my meetin to end. somehow i start to hate college events. esp those organized by the counsellors. no. i already hated events organized by counsellors. hahaz. anyway, meetings only mean more trouble. nvm. they started late and ended even later. discussed a little among ourselves (19 pdg reps) before leaving the lt. crapped and complained a little outside with sarah, bel, jy and jeremy before leaving. ate ice-cream by the pathway-side. then we parted after missing 2 trains each.

right. think i better go sleep ler. wake up early to do hw bahz. got lotsa breaks anyway.


"all these mixed emotions we keep locked away like stolen pearls..stolen pearl emotions we keep locked away from all the world.."

Ruth-Skunk || 11:53 pm