could you hear me?

Sunday, February 27, 2005

back to daily a/c

the week seemed pretty fair to me.. yea. another week flew by juz liddat. scary.

choir, choir, choir.. haiz.. happy and sad. angry yet feelingless.. alot of things lah.

civics.. probably i'm gonna dread them for these few weeks to come.. sexuality education. used to it.. AndSS also got a lot.. thought abt alot of stuff. heard from class abt their views.. i guess it's nice to know a bit more abt each other too.

didnt get to go home with nad-ma this entire week! haiz.. so sad.. hmm. muz see if i can go home with her on monday. =S

i guess eldest sisters are some of the nicest people ard.

stayed back to watch "a beautiful mind" on tues with sarah and jingyi(who hadta leave halfway thru the show for her sectionals). intriging and nice. haiz. the imaginary never went away. so sad. game theory rocks. went home with sarah coz her grp not doin the econs pw rehearsal.

yea, econs pw presentation. lol. half the lt ponned the lecture i think. so sad. and few can barely stay awake. nvm. i wasnt sleepy for the first one which sarah's grp and a 2204 grp presented, only the 2nd one. fridays morning is usually sleepy coz thurs had evening pe and choir.

choir ended quite late on fri. sorry da-ge for makin u wait. haiz. went out with her for a long-missed dinner and chat. nice to be seeing her and have her company again. =P

yangzheng tuition. new mentees. scary students. guess it's the first time i seen so many lies. haiz. dun they know wat's good for them?

watched constantine with mum. i dun mind watching it again. it has been labelled rubbish and untrue and many sort of things by some people i discussed it with. cant they juz view it in lighter note? it's not as if i'm picking up a fight or anything. haiz. and they say i'm stubborn. refusal. no, i didnt refuse anything. denial. since when. maybe i am. but refusal. no. i didnt refuse to believe. i juz choose not to. no. maybe i am believing. but then.. ARGHZ.. i'm messed up...

help? someone? anyone? haiz.. fear.. overcame me again..

was feeling sad some moments ago. juz felt like crying. that sour feeling in the head which occurs juz before u cry. haiz.. nad-ma consoled me juz now. ha.. i've got a great ma.. really nice of her.

think i should be studying now.. nvm..

shut up al.


"To believe your own thought, to believe that what is true for you in your private heart is true for all men -- that is a genius."
Ruth-Skunk || 10:05 pm