could you hear me?

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Missing you..

Sarah.. Haiyo.. Such a big thing happening why didnt tell me earlier? 说走就走.. Didnt even give me a chance to say goodbye.. Haiz. Hope you're well over there. I dunno what to say. Somehow. Am I a jinx or what. Right I'm thinking negative thoughts again. Blehx.

I miss you!! Hahaz. Seriously. School is dull without that bright smile of yours. =) Hope to see the cheerful you soon. Haiz..

I knew that it wont be easy. Tribulations. Hmpf. Actually I come to see that the more setbacks there are, the stronger my faith gets. Yes. And when I say I'm a Christian, I'm proud to be one. I dun mean "proud" as being "smug" but as in not hiding and not daring to admit it. So what if I am? No matter how much daunting words shoved at me, I think I can still stand proud. Getting stronger. Yepz.

Sometimes I felt as if I've gotten older. Sometimes the otherwise. I think remaining childlike is good. The innocence is what we come down with and take along when we go up to heaven. =)

I kinda feel really really sad to see that people reject Him. I cant bear the thoughts of them going down.. Haiz..

Ok.. No more negative thoughts. Blehx.

Planet shakers! Wootz~ Hahaz. Thanks Sarah for lending that cd. =P

Be safe, Sarah! I'll be praying for you. =)
Ruth-Skunk || 11:33 pm