could you hear me?

Monday, October 11, 2004

I wash my hands off you..

manz.. i lost. defeated by your laziness and poor understanding of things. why is it this way? why do i have you as my brother? i'm so worried for your studies but you? you never seemed to care much about your work? and those talks about me helpin you with your sciences and maths. forget it if you din even put any effort in your work for 1 entire year. talks abt getting 4 As. i'll be greatly surprised if you really do. why are you so confident in yourself? i dun see it in your brains. you are always confident. too confident. PSLE also like that. and wat do you get? marks which i dun even take into considerations to. and you didn't learn from it. you never did. but can i give up? no i cant. a responsibilty which i so wish to shirk off. but i cant. how can i when i'm the only one who can really help you at home? at least for your sciences. i'm really tired of my life. everything's goin down. and i thought i might have picked it up. until this. what's wrong with you? i so much wanted to scream some sense into you but you seemed to shut them out of your grey mess. grow up kid. empty vessels makes the most noise. i guess it's so totally true for ur case.

-exasperated rain

Ruth-Skunk || 1:37 am