could you hear me?

Sunday, November 14, 2004

bad, bad day..

haiz.. thing's goin towards the wrong direction. plans foiled. feelings turnin shitified. went ard the neighbourhood to look for my sis's and bf's bags. still couldnt find em. came back home after gettin breakfast. watched a bit of cartoon. sis slept till quite late. grandma grumbling again. fell asleep on the sofa. tired. tired of everything. the things goin on, my thoughts.. why has it gonna be this way?
=(

i am thinkin about u again. haiz.. why is it have to be this way? and it's not my fault. are u thinkin of me? nothing's gonna change the way i feel for u. i'm not perfect and i'll always be this way. i'm so stuck..

suddenly feel that i have stopped doin stuff that i'm interested. dunno. suddenly, my life has become bland. wat's happening? sth's missing. or izzt someone? confused..

sis came back with an even blacker face. she lost her wallet again. wow. worst year it can be. my mood's goin down with her. haiz.. nothing to say ler. and i thought things are turning back. wat kinda life is this?

"uninterested." - Al

Ruth-Skunk || 11:12 pm