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Sunday, November 07, 2004

The world in black and white..

the colour of my mood for today is grey.. funny i didnt enjoy today's family outing.. firstly it's becoz of my aunts. called so many times today to book tickets. booked already then called in to cancel. if they were ard i would have strangled them. but wateva. was pretty pissed by the end of the morn. coz at first i can dun go for the movie. but after the cancellation of tix, i was forced to go due to the extra tix. frick it all. heck..

at the cinema.. my bro totally spoilt my day. there's this seating problem coz they bought 5 seats at the back row and 7 in the front when there are 6 adults(<-inclusive of my sis and bf) and 6 children(<-includin me). yea. so we had this big argument before entering the theatre when i said that his calculations was flawed. in the end i had to sacrifice my seat for the love birds and sat with the adults. crap lah. so irritated.. and to think that i'm supposed to share the nachos with my bro. frick him.. crap, felt like screamin at him now while typin this.

paid more attention to the dialogues today at the screening. well. think i was tired of all the jokes now. haiz. heck. after the film, the boys(which means my bro and all my cousins) went to the arcade. i didnt join coz i felt that the place is really not for me. i've outgrown it somehow. sis and bf si1 ben1 ler.. nvm.. spent the rest of the time with the adults. wheeled my grandma ard. didnt talk much though. no one to talk to. they have their ladies talks. mum kept wantin to buy me clothes. didnt feel like buyin anything.. dinner was fair. not much talks still. =T

seems that i really dunno singapore that well. i dun even know my own neighbourhood well. haiz.. was mocked at once again today. haiz. dunno lah. didnt feel happy today. had that almost sulky look on my face the whole time. neh mind. as long as they feel happy. it doesnt matter right? my feelings.. nvm.. no one really cares anyway..

realised that i've been stuck to lappy(<- the name for my laptop. thanks sis for the name) which is in my room these few nights. hmm.. not much socialising done at home. my sis reprimanded me a few times abt it. well, guess i'm in the wrong. hmm.. shall talk to my mum more. haiz..

"i will take the distance, i will take the miles. that's how much u mean to me.."
- Al

Ruth-Skunk || 9:53 pm