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Friday, November 05, 2004

heartburns..CLAO..princess diary 2..

hmmm.. clao. prayed that i can pass lah. at least a B please. haiz. didnt study mahz. wat to expect from it right? yea yea, i asked for it. fine. i'm giving up on life anyway. hmm.. had heartburns last night. do u call that a heartburn? my heart hurts. major. so shitified by it. i was like thinkin "oh, am i dying? is dad collecting me soon?" hurt for some whole 10 secs. crap lah. then it went away like it came. -_- it's like so long havent had heartburns ler lor. then suddenly come. wah laoz. next time wat? heart attack er? am i really dying soon? =T

CLAO.. died-ed. hahaz. dunno whether i answered compo properly or not. not much points to write also. so i sian diao. paper 2 was not sure. quite hard the mcqs. got alot of difference btw my ans and xueli's. die lor. aye.. pray lah. prayed to the gods and ancestors and dad this morning. so sianz. repeat the procedure 4 times. aye. but anyway, prayed that my chinese will be alright lah. derno. =T

went to causeway pt with valerie, xueli, eli and qing jie. jingyi tagged along until her bf came. had lunch together and watched princess diary 2. not bad lah. not say veerrryyyyy nice, but at least it's some decent movie. they got the song "3 little maids from school" there. so funny when it came up. but no one to share with. sianz.. got "breakaway" too. nice.. went to shop ard to wait for the rain to lighten but it didnt seem to be. thunderstorm. aye. love rain. hate rain. wateva. left the place with qing jie and eli after val and xl wanted to visit the library to pass time. me took the train with qing jie. took to bishan and back again. accompany her mahz. if not she fall asleep on the train. hahaz. =x

slacked at home until now lor. makan lots. hahaz. the digestive biscuits are really nice! dip into water and it goes soft. so nice. hahaz. some childhood eating habits lah. cannot change. =P

Some after thoughts for studies: i dun believe in keepin to yourself everything u'd learnt. i believe that thru sharing, we get to progress together. share and help each other. we dun compete within ourselves when we've got the world out there which is competing against us. why not work together and defeat them? rather than killin each other and have the world overtake us?

nothing to do. sianz. lots of hw. wat's hols? hahaz. goin to hongkong for a trip with family. mum says wanna forget this place for a while. ok then. decided to go with her so as not to douse her interest. this means that i'm not goin for the christmas party my class has planned. at last, a decent excuse. has been wantin to find one coz i really dun feel like celebrating anything.

has been into that mood once in a blue moon. feeling of emptiness. i still miss him. wanna hug him one more time. he's the greatest person i've ever known. haiz. why has it to turn out this way? i havent spent enough time with him yet. dreamt a little of him last night. unfeelingness knocked me off my feet. haiz..

"when they say u're not that strong, u're not that weak. it's not ur fault.."
- Al

Ruth-Skunk || 8:32 pm