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Saturday, November 06, 2004

yangzheng..toa payoh..

yea.. today was fine i supposed. thought i'll be late for yangzheng. well, i guess that today was pretty on time though. i supposed next sat will be abit rush for me. haiz. went there today. whee abit high. so high that i need to strain my neck to see her. hahaz.. =x they were doin creative thinkin and solving today. all their problems quite standard leh. they thought more of their personal problems like "forgot to bring h/w" and stuff liddat. my boy designed a robot to solve 7 out of 12 problems.. sianz.. that was my idea lor!! whee's boy is still more original. hahaz..

crap so much durin sl.. jiemin and ben were totally tearing down the place with their lameness. and minx almost fought with raymond. sheez.. our boys were totally bemused by everything. hahaz. went off with kel, ray, chunwei and whee to toa payoh. got nothing to do. walked ard, ate abit. sat ard. the whole of the entertainment centre was weird. so many pple yet not much noise. felt freaky. and the grp too wasnt talkin much after sl. think everyone low ler. sianz. but we still messed ard.

in the midst, dear sarah called. i was quite surprised. she asked me whether i wanna watch shark tales. well. since i've got nothing much to do so might as well. yea.. ran back to the entertainment centre to check the time slot. forgot to bring wallet to buy tix. sianz. ran back to get my stuff.. sat ard then said good bye to them and went to the interchange. is the interchange really that big? hahaz.

watched shark tales with dear. i kept pestering her with words like "only children watch such movies" and "it's a children's show". hahaz.. wellz, still the movie was ok only lah. not as good as findin nemo. storyline was typical. got abit of humour here and there lah. think princess diary 2 still nicer. furthermore, the childern watchin the movie were all over place. and i thought it is a children's show? they werent interested at all? hahaz.. manz! watched 2 movies this week? shit.. gonna save..

went ard tpy central with dear. supposed to find a place to eat dinner. ended up shoppin for sth. wellz. might as well. the food court dear wanted to go was closed. the other section seemed to be sellin out. koufu was so packed. wellz. went to ljs. ate fish platter. i thought they dun have it already. chatted over dinner. quite nice lah. the feeling's back again. hmm. there's nothin but there's sth.. i dunno. it's juz me lah. heck. anyway, we had a long dinner. quite. went back home after that. wanted to walk her. but she insisted that she knows the place better than me. fine lo. haiz..

stoned all the way on the train. mind's a blank. kept reviewing the day's events. am i suppose to feel happy or wat? dunno.. unfeelingness all ard me. oh.. saw this sicko guy. think he's with his "maid". or so it seems. kept touchin her. wah laoz. if only i'm a guy, i'ld had bash him. but no one's mindin it. heck lah. singaporeans..

oh.. i dun think i had mentioned this to anyone. heck to it. there was this once when one of the choir girls in my sec school who was askin me sth said, "liru, u are so nice. if only u were a guy, i'll have woo u." inside of me, i was like, "oh, sometimes i wished that i am a guy." but i juz smiled and turn away. wellz. so be it lah. i wasnt supposed to be me. i know. secrets all out. confusion over identity. and it's not my fault..

realised that all my entries are long. hahaz.. heck. my way, my life, my world! where did this come from? heck. =P

went home to realise that my mum had booked shark tales tix again. SIANZ!! heck lah. watch again lor. nothing to do also. goin joggin tmr with her and sis. cool. i needa lose some fats. hahaz. oh, and sry to xl and sha for the invitation to gym with u girls. love to but i've got sl. next time yea?

stop bloggin now. think it's too long hahaz.. heck.. =P

"i have found, wat only loneliness provides, the strength within knowin i will find the love of my life."
- Al

Ruth-Skunk || 11:59 pm