could you hear me?

Monday, November 15, 2004

joyful, joyful..childhood..

Joyful, joyful (from Sister Act 2)

Joyful, joyful, Lord we adore Thee.
God of glory, Lord of love.
Hearts unfold like flowers before Thee,
hail Thee as the sun above.
Melt the clouds of sin and sadness,
drive the dark of doubt away.
Giver of immortal gladness,
fill us with the light of day.

Come and join the chorus!
The mighty, mighty chorus
which the morning stars began.
The Father of love is reigning over us.
He watches over everything so, we sing:

Joyful, joyful, Lord we adore Thee.
God of glory, Lord of love.
Hearts unfold like flowers before Thee,
hail Thee as the sun above.
Melt the clouds of sin and sadness,
drive the dark of doubt away.
Giver of immortal gladness, fill us.
Fill us with your light, oh Lord.
Don't you know we need you now!
Fill us with your light.
Let your light shine on us
Fill us, fill us with the light of day.
Light of day!

a sense of reassurance when we sang this song durin choir today. it was nice. haiz. did a little prayer juz now. think it's nice. hahaz. oh my.. dunno. felt weird when my mum gave me this amulet she got from the temple when she came home. hahaz. neh mind. juz keep it.

hope things are gettin better lahz. sis came back smiling. she got a new wallet and a new phone. good for her. haz. bro too. got new wallet and a christmas prezzie for his girl. oh wellz. i dun really care that much lah. as long as they are happy. =)

forgot wat i wanted to blog. short term memory. die. hahaz. played the blog's tune on my keyboard last night and also on the electric organ in the section rooms today. nice. felt sad but somehow i'm alright. funny.. didnt know that bus 608 does not operate on public hols. heck.. found a faster way to get to bedok. hmm.. more short cuts. but more trips. heck..

if life is so short why wont you let me love you before we run out of time? heh heh.. like this sentence from "If Life Is So Short" by Moffats. haiz.. gotta miss the old days. dunno why, but sometimes it kinda hurts to see pple writin abt how they miss their old school life and stuff. i dunno, but it's like who doesnt? i admit that i do still tend to "live in the past" sometimes. esp durin the first 3 months. i think i was the most anti-social person in the class. always with huixian only. din really talk to any other pple. think the 2nd person i talked to was da-ge. haiz. then the choir pple.. oh wellz.. stop talkin bout this..

sometimes things arent what u think they are. pple conclude on things once they come across to it. but sometimes, goin with the heart is still better than goin with the head. the heart can lead u to do miraculous things. the head doesnt. love is one thing. but sometimes love can blind a person too much. but like they say, if u use ur head, then it's not love. hahaz. how weird human can be. sometimes, somethings are unexplainable. somethings can be solved, some cant. some made perfect sense, others are flawed. it's all up to you to decide which is which..

the chat with sha online. oh wellz. realise that she does reflect alot. alot i tell ya. hahaz. well, somethings can have more sense in em. juz think thru it all. i've been thru it all. try as much as i can, i like to be in everyone's shoes. i like to see things in different ways possible. sometimes it's good. u get to know what others may feel. but sometimes, it juz hinders my process. think that i cared too much sometimes. lost my sense of authority over other pple.

i stand up for justice. i dun like all the wrong-doins pple commit. maybe that's why i wanna be a teacher? to guide all the students back to the right path. to inspire them to work for their dreams. =)

Childhood (theme from Free Willy 2)

Have you seen my Childhood?
i'm searchin for the world that i come from
Cause i've been lookin around
in the lost and found of my heart

No one understands me,
they veiw it as such strange eccentricities
Cause i keep fooling around
like a child, but pardon me.

People say i'm not okay
cause i love such elementary things.
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood i've never known

Have you seen my Childhood?
i'm searching for that wonder in my youth.
Like pirates and adventurous dreams
of conquest and kings on the throne.

Before you judge me,
try hard to love me,
look within your heart then ask,
have you seen my Childhood?

People say i'm strange that way
cause i love such elementary things.
It's been my fate to compensate
for the Childhood i've never known.

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth.
Like fantastical stories to share,
the dreams i would dare watch me fly!

Before you judge me,
try hard to love me,
the painful youth i had.
Have you seen my Childhood?


to sis> hey, dun kill urself! i die myself can ler. life is full of ups and downs. the greatest glory in life is not winning but rising everytime we fall! anyway, hope u like ur new accessories. and get me a new cal. hahaz.

to sha> right.. u tagged. dear told me ler. hahaz. nvm. thanks for ur encouragement. but today doesnt seem better than ytd.. haha.. =P anyway, hope u are feelin fine. stay happy! can talk to me if u want! i dun mind a call. hahaz. =)
Ruth-Skunk || 11:57 pm