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Thursday, May 05, 2005

life goes on..

about 9 hours since the results of the syf was out. i'm still smellin ammonia thru my nose. thanks to that whiff i took from the bottle of "smellin stones" which is actually strong ammonia hydroxide. it's supposed to clear my congested nose. but it went up the wrong nose. so wat the heck. i'm still smellin ammonia now.. hahaz..

hmm.. say i skipped the celebrations. i felt that it's redundunt. or rather, i guess it's me. i'm always feelin out of place. and i dun really like big grps of pple. so well, i went home straight after when everyone went to fish and co to eat out. i'm not feelin any loss here. not feelin anything anyway. this whole competition to me is like nothing. it's juz another competition. even though i know we aim to get the GWH, but i dun really aim for that. juz to make music for the day. i guess it's worth it. at least i made music.

and seriously, music makin is really tiring..

and i had so many mistakes durin the competition. heck la. i guess the judges didnt see it.

think i'm gonna miss the songs. hahaz..

hmm.. feeling lost on the way home. feelin sad too. i think i lost my purpose in life. ever since sept last year. i dunno what i'm living for. i need to renew my strength. haiz..

actually i felt real stubborn today. when they all tried to persuade me to go. blahz. haiz. disinterested means disinterested mah.. went home made tomyam cup noodles. hahaz. miss eating it. =p

pe tmr. afternoon. lucky no handball. dun wanna strain my ankle again. it still hurts

right. think i should go off too. after shoo-in dage off to bed. lol. haiz. wish band best of luck here. go band! get sth back to show those creeps your stuff! =) you can do it!
Ruth-Skunk || 12:11 pm