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Thursday, November 04, 2004

my world..my own..

had the background up again. this time i decided to host the b/g myself. so sianz of the "bandwidth has exceeded" thingy. wateva lah. wellz.. finally op is over. had a great time stammering. *roll eyes* i have stage fright to everyone out there who doesnt know. oh wellz, "how to be a teacher liddat?" i guess situations are different.

had loads of fun ytd. went school with the intention to study chinese. but discovered that everyone's not in the mood to, besides dear sarah but she still joined us, and so they went to borrow the movie "Hillary and Jackie". damn nice and touching. abt sisterly love and stuff. and of course music! the ending was quite sad. qing jie was in tears at the end of the show.(<-- think everyone put this on their blog.. hahaz..) actually i'm not surprised that she did. musicians are indeed more emotional than other pple. faith, too, is sth liddat. =)

went to have lunch after that at the canteen. the last time eating there this year? maybe. yea, and waited for the guys to finish with their pet-talks with jae chia. shallin and qing jie were askin me to go to jia cun's house. so in the end, to make them happy, i gave them the nod. oh wellz. sat ard, talked ard, dear and xueli decided to leave. nothing to do, i walked them to the station. shallin caught us by surprise while gettin out of the school. so the four of us crapped more on the way. went back to find that the guys were still not done with their game. stupid utopia, wat's so nice abt numbers? sianz..

went to jc's house. manz. i hate the letters JC, although it represented Jesus Christ too, but it seems like i dun like anyone who had that initials. long story, dun wanna put it here. actually it's not his house lah.. more like one of his properties his family owns. rich guy right? wateva. the guys bullied him lor, made him buy their snacks. sucky guys i have in my class. the journey is blardy long lah. an hour plus plus. went there and it's like practically empty. and small. but he's got a great penthouse which he didnt utilise properly. the girls were like "he should buy this buy that, put this here, make sth there.." watever. i dun really care that much.

oh half the class turned up. 13/25 of us. not bad? thanks to us girls who tagged along. but we didnt do much. valerie and sha played mahjong with the guys. me and qing jie cooked noodles for shin hung and herself. then jasper saw wat's goin on and asked for one too. valerie's mouth needed excercising. hahaz. so i continued to cook another 2 packets and after which shinhung asked for another one. guys had big appetite.. =.= they finished all the chips before i was done with the cookin. best right. wateva lah. dun really care that much. smsed dear abt that. she asked me to scold the guys for her. jasper was like "er ok.." when i told him that. hahaz..

explored the entire place with qing jie. still think that it's small. went to the window ledge of one room and sat there with her the whole time. chatted abt loads of stuff. i like this kind of chats. can get to know each other more. and the breeze from the window is real nice. though the scenery outside isnt that great, but i dun care. juz like to be with someone alone. is that wat they meant by quality time? then i like that. =) even if it's juz sittin there and we're not talkin. it's ok u know. i juz like to be with someone. nad-ma said that it's called "companion silence". although sometimes it's a bit awkward. i dun really mind.

"best friends can make u to juz sit there and say nothing, yet feel like u juz had the greatest conversation in your whole life." - i love this phrase..

went to walked ard the condo. not bad. but i still like tk's condo though. hahaz. we girls went to the minimart to buy snacks for ourselves. then went back to eat. left with qing after that. i was suppose to meet da ge for dinner and studyin. in the end we had our own programs in the afternoon. oh wellz. went to changi airport to change bus to 53 . the wait was really long. but it's ok. the journey too. hahaz.. heck lah. then qing walked me to kovan. so nice of her. and she kept sayin that it's her fault to make me take the bus with her. i'm fine with anything one. anyone who knows me well will know that. took the train to sengkang after that.

met da ge. went to bk to eat and find that she didnt bring money. hahaz.. oh wellz. went to atm to withdraw some for her. think i gave alot of treats today. hahaz. chatted on wat happened on the day and stuff. kinda like the old days. like this kind of meeting ups. wednesday dates. muz keep that goin. hahaz. and i grumbled on the "Someone's Lunch" to her again. aye.. where're all of u? can we have a lunch or not? -_-

felt sleepy while tryin to study chinese with her. hmm.. think she saw me fallin asleep too. hahaz. so after like half an hour or even lesser, we went back. so nice of her to wait for my bus. she said it's to repay the times i spent waitin with her for her bus. hahaz.. it's was nothing u know, i'm always doin stuff for pple. "to serve with pride and honour!" hahaz. i like that. where did that come from? not sure. =P

went back home to see my mum screamin at me. manz. think she juz dun wan me to come home so late lah. hmm.. i'll be more careful nxt time. then my bro kana scolded at too. juz becoz i called him an asshole, he shouted f*** at me with my mum ard. stupid guy, he knows my mum hate him to use it. crap lah. then ended up with heated arguments in the air. shit. i siam-ed to bathe. came out to find my mum in tears. guilty that i didnt do my part as a good daughter. and also angry that my bro didnt make a good son. haiz.. neh mind.. dun wanna talk bout it.

chinese tmr.. and i havent really started. the guys kept sayin that there's nothing to start on. dun care lah. i'll do some readin yepz.. wish everyone luck! and we'll be finally free from exams this year! haz.. will blog again sometime.. maybe tmr.. after my papers.. i'm free after that too! anyone care to go out with me? hahaz.. dear, jurong point again? juz kiddin.. i dun mind that too though.. hahaz.. =P

"so insignificant..no one will even realise if i'm gone.."
- Al

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