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Sunday, May 15, 2005

recap

well. went to TJ choir concert at ACS (barker) on fri with lx and zam. kinda nice to be with them again. reminds me of the days i had with lx. the feelings of "goin somewhere on the spur of the moment" is back. kinda misses it. miss being with her too. i guess she kinda made me to who i am - to be goin somewhere or disappear whenever i felt like it. zam feels the same alright. same old bitchy "her". lol! and tk too. and the usual squabbles within minutes of meeting each other whenever the both of them met. hahaz. hilarious. and me and lx would juz stand there watchin them scream at each other. old habits die hard i guess..

to those who didnt know who they are, lx's my jr, zam's my other VP and TK's my president! hahaz.. love to irritate her by keep calling her president. hahaz. hey pres, you rock! =p

and last night's chat till 2:30 am was.. well. kinda nice. my vocab is damn limited. sorry for that. hahaz. reminds me of the times we spent talkin on the phone for hours. and probably i was sleepy at the night of the concert. tired from choir. it always drains me no matter how long it was. cuz i believe in puttin my hundred percent in every prac. yah. so sorry for the limited comments i could give. and u're very naggy leh.. so into details, oh my gosh. hahaz. (sounds so annabel. =p)

the praises u spoke abt ms tham. well i dunno. like u said, "biased source", i wouldnt know until i'm one of her choristers. hahaz. mr kwei is nice too. near to wat u said abt jennifer, but nelson dont emphasise as much bahz. probably he thinks that whether we want to make music is our choice. we cant force ourselves to do it. and it wont sound as nice if he did force us to. so he's a bit relax on it. like you, i'm still protective over ms lim. and i wont let anyone tarnish her name. cuz she's the one who gave me the ability to think for myself, to believe in myself, to help me to make music. and i'm awfully grateful for her in believing in me. and in ASC. and i still regretted not takin up the 2nd audition to NJ. but it's ok. at least i still can make music. and AJ's not bad a place. and i wouldnt have known all the friends now. life's strange. hahaz. i guess the plan worked out pretty fine for me.

oh, to everyone else, the concert was kinda nice. actually. though i only give 7/10 for overall. first half was filled with choral songs from the west. european songs. latin, greek. and watever u can find. singing abt God and love and romance. supposed to be nice. and i think they are. i'm juz sleepy ok.. haha.

2nd half consist of a short presentation from the alumni singing 3 choral songs. and i think their choices are good. hahaz. at least we aint fallin asleep from it. =P and last but not least, from the choir, they put up a medley from 3 broadways, West Side Story, Miss Saigon and The Phantom of the Opera. hahaz. nice sia. nicer than AJ's. blahz. hahahaz. their choreo is good too. nice. =D but we were all basically laughin at tk's act in ms saigon. hahaz.. so man sia! =P it was good lah. k. we're juz all fascinated at wat u did that's all. =D

oh wellz that's it.

songs reminds me of the times i heard them. so sad.. was tearin when i turn on qi li xiang. shouldnt be cuz it's a really nice and romantic song. but it reminded me of last sept. haiz. enough of it..

"God grant me the SERENITY to accept the things i cannot change, the COURAGE to change the things i can, and the WISDOM to know the difference."

hee..

hope everything's well for sarah and fam. haiz.

planning, things to do, stuff to buy, tests, homework, teachers, mum, family, friends. kinda puts me down huh. no time for myself. eh.. nono.. there is. squeeze time out of every break. and i'm never alone when i'm always walkin with Him. =) though sometimes it juz bears me down. aye heck!

am i still loved? haiz.. r/s are such troublesome stuff. nvm.. the promise of a lifetime. hahaz. right..

supposed to by muggin chem for ct tmr. wat am i doin here. the typical me of muggin last minute and failin it. heck..

i shouldnt have touched the seafood. darn.. fingers hurting like crazy. burning.. haiz.

okok. enough of all the nonsense.


"feelin so faithless, lost under the surface.."
- Al
Ruth-Skunk || 4:06 pm