could you hear me?
Saturday, May 28, 2005
27th May.. An unforgettable day..
right right.. the day started of with an early wake. guess the feelin of excitement was too much. lol! went school w/o my breakfast. couldnt eat flossed buns. hahaz. Be Yourself Day! could get to be ourselves. to dress up wateva we want. yepz. white polo? nahz.. so plain. hahaz. so not me?? derno lah. put on a vest over it. =D
went school. couldnt find one single clazmate. lol! only saw jasper but he's with his wushu gang. met vic but he didnt know where they were. walked a few more rounds. then heard someone said "homeroom" somewhere. hahaz. dawned upon me how dumb i am. lol.
wasnt the odd one out. at least i had my white polo under. since they only specified white polo and nothing else. my extra vest didnt count. lol! afterall it's Be Yourself Day! =D and i encouraged to jingyi to return to her pink form. lol! yes, it's Be Yourself Day! hahahaz. so juz Be Yourself.
spent it watchin Van Helsing. wootz! nice! hahaz. at least more action-packed than Constantine. =D i still think vampires rocks. hahahaz. jkjk..
pageant was so-so lah. the nerd was amusing totally. the teachers talentime was cool too! haiz. jie wasnt feelin well. it's the hu1 leng4 hu1 re4 that type. haiz. i couldnt do anything. could only keep check on her that's all.
after everything had ended, we took claz pics. yepz. stayed to take more pics with qing-jie. hahaz.
teased da-ge when i saw her outside the stn. hahaz. cuz she was wearin jeans skirt. i was like staring at her with my mouth open and pointed at her skirt and screamed, "oh my god!!" i guessed i made a scene out of it cuz everyone stared. whoopz..
went to heerens to walk abit. went to the bk at cine to waste some time away. on the way saw bel and her hockey girls. took neoprints too. and went to espirit to see see. accompanied jingyi. that guy kept callin. if i have the chance i'll scream at him. -_- heck..
went back to heerens. all except me and jingyi went to sakae sushi to feast on its buffet. hahaz. me and jing walked ard cuz she hadn't been there before. went to taka to look at flowers and stuff. hahaz. saw pple dressed up in madagascar's characters costume prancing on the stage floor. lol.
felt that she's more anti-social than me. haiz. rarely talk to the other girls. hmm.. but the rest of the girls also didnt really talk to her. haiz..
the girls took a long long time to eat. from 3pm all the way till 6. wow. i couldnt believe it too. running late. hahaz. went back AJ for AJ harmo and guitar. hahahaz! met da-ge again on the path to AJ. joked abt her a lil more.
by the time we got into the audi, it was packed on the ground and 2nd floor. wow. walked passed the stage and spotted qing-jie. hahaz. right at the front! hahahaz. she looked so neat in that dressing. =D
went up to the third lvl which was particularly empty when we arrived. it got more packed as time passed. screamed "MQ! we're up here!" hahaz. then she looked up and we all waved. hahahaz.
harmo wasnt that bad. hahaz. gave that vienna feeling. loved a few pieces. forgotten which. but the last one was particularly nice, american folk song suite. hahaz. and the encore piece too, tong hua. guitar was fair. hahaz. told valerie that it's like sittin in a cafe and there's some jazz players playin. a bit spanish kinda feeling. qing tian was nice too. hidamari.. still sad that i didnt attend band's. nvm..
gave flowers to qing-jie during interval. hahaz. spotted her from far. "i like this," she said pointin to the blue rose. me and shallin laughed. she looked really happy. and i kept sayin "jie is so cool!" hahaz. cant get it off my mouth.
vic got his stuff too. but he was in some hurry. -_- hahaz. couldnt get to talk for a while. nvm.
waited ard, lookin for qing-jie. hahaz. smiles and all. jie rocks! hahaz. i think i can never stop on this. hahaz.. after some hugs and goodbyes, we finally left for home. hummed tong hua all the way with sha. hahaz.
met jie online. hahaz. the feeling of happiness is still in the air.
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am so proud of jie! hahaz. even though she always says she sux at this and that, but i think that she's really talented. some way or another. and for being such a nice jie at all times. =)
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the happiness. it spreads over to today. i dunno why. think i felt happy whenever i'm with sisters and brothers. makes me feel alive and not being my old depressed self. jie also seemed happy and smiley these few days. hahaz.
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when that sense of happiness comes, nothing can stop it in it's path. it's indescribable. and it's overwhelming. and i think that's the 2nd time i had ever felt it. happiness. what does happiness mean? i am still unsure, but i feel i'm gettin near to the answer.
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jie said "i couldn help but smile at some pple when i met them." actually me too. and you're one of them. hahaz. jie, you rock my world! hahahaz.. see i'm still crazy. goin on and on abt this.. =p
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okok.. no more.. hahaz.. oh, and i'm so into jay's qilixiang album. did i say that before? hahaz. and tong2 hua4, and jiang1 nan2..
"Carry me here, in Your arms of love. Hold me close to You, i want to be where You are.."
- Al
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