could you hear me?

Monday, January 02, 2006

battlescars.. lol!

Aye.. Realised that going out with church pals these few days let me gained a few more battlescars each time. Lol! First was the palms and the knee, then the sprain and the left hand, now's the knuckles and knees again. Crazy.. Lol! But anyway, Got scars good. Showed that I havent been too guai.. Hahahaz. A mark of experience. Okay, call me dumb or anything.

Commented the word "sad" like 8 times today? This is bad. Though Del didnt realise it, but I know I've lost the bet with myself. Arghz.. This is really bad. Nope. Shall stop all those bad comments from coming out from my mouth.. Proverbs 13:3 says ,"He who guards his lips guards his life, but he who speaks rashly will come to ruin. " Proverbs 21:23 says, "He who guards his mouth and his tongue keeps himself from calamity." In the notes section of the bible says that the ability to control the tongue is one of the clearest marks of wisdom. Yepz. Gonna have to learn a lot of controlling..

Surprisingly, I thought my mum would be quite angry with me for coming home so late. But she didnt. Haha. I see changes.. That's good. =) Jie, we've gotta add lots of oil in this yea?

I stand here in this place,
See the Glory on Your Face,
Taken by the wonder of Your name.
I'm desperate for Your touch,
Never needed it so much,
Cause all I want is You.

Lol.. Didnt know Del like the song Ghost of You and Me also. And Jie was singing too. Heh.. Sad song.. My cousin, asked me to help him download some songs by Eminem. Lol. I thought raps arent that my type, then I went to check out their lyrics and found that they're actually quite sad songs. Yea.. Lol. Eminem's "Mockingbird" and "When I'm Gone". He also sent me Fort Minor's "Believe Me". Then another cousin sent me Greenday's "Wake Me Up When September Ends". Aye all quite sad, except "Believe Me" which I believe that there's a hidden meaning to it.

Went to Jie's place after church today. Haha.. Supposedly to do some stuff, like watch movie/tv? Or whatever/however she wants to entertain me. But I fell asleep sooner than I expected. The sleepy bug.. Aye. Too bad then. Then Jie also napped with me too, on the sofas in her home. Haha. Oops.

Body aching.. Bahahaz.. Sadist speaking..

Drifting away from the class.. More like already drifted away. I've always been drifting near and far.. Usual, same old me. Perhaps too many changes happened, I don't expect permanence. Ya. Hence such a "me" created. But I love permanence. Haiz.

New Year Resolutions.. Maybe mine's a bit tough.. Just hope I wont break any of them.

Shall go sleep ler.. Skunk signing off..
Ruth-Skunk || 12:49 am