could you hear me?
Sunday, March 05, 2006
walk me out of here, I'm in pain..
Lol! Suddenly feel so empty inside of me. Like I feel that I'm reliant on God. Fullstop. Gah.. What the.. It's like "that's the end of the story". Dumb lah. I want to feel You again Lord! =) Please renew me each and every day! Fill me, Holy Spirit! Empower me each new day to Your Word and guidance! Lead me! Walk beside me! =)
Gosh.. Where's the passion I was feeling?!?! -.- *shoots myself in the head* This is dumb lah. Tired like crazy.. Haiz. Think I needed sleep to replenish my passion! Hahaha.. Too tired, cant think, vision blurred, God out of mind. Now this is bad yea.. Hence sleep is impt. Heex.
"Keep alert and pray. Otherwise temptation will overpower you. For though the spirit is willing enough, the body is weak." - Matt 26:41
What a perfect description of me now. Darn me..
It's weird that I can feel so sleepy but when I turn to God in worship, I'm so wide awake.. Haha.. So in love with You God! =)
I bow down in shame, but look up to You in awe. =) I can never imagine how much You have done.. How much You loved us..
I seemed to have forgotten how Planet Shaker's song "Rain down" had brought some sorrow and serenity in me..
I am falling to my knees
I need You Lord to breathe in me
My prayer is still the same
My heart is calling out Your name
I need You Lord.. I really need You..
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
I'm in pain.. Hmm.. Like always in pain. Haiz. No lah. Not pain. Think I over react or sth. The knee's acting weird again. Or prolly it has always been. Haiz. Hope the heart's not acting funny. If not there really is something wrong. Haha.. Fingers.. Healing yepz. External hurt heals much faster than internal ones. Too bad no one can heal those..
It's so weird how things works.. By all Your grace, Father. All Your grace.. Let me grow to be someone You want me to be.. I'm doing all I can Father, to be a better person.. =)
C.O.N.K.E.D O.U.T
Like seriously.. =P
Ruth-Skunk || 11:58 pm
