could you hear me?

Monday, June 20, 2005

rainbow.. poem..

"Rainbow.. God's promise.." That's what Jean said when she pointed out a rainbow in the midst of clouds when we were flying back to Singapore. I still remember vaguely that scene. All I did was just smiled and inhaled one deep breath. Is that all still possible? Fear is still within me. I fear.

Asked Sarah a little on the bible last night. I still have fear. A fear that I cannot explain. Emptiness which could not be opened up. I felt.. Trapped.

A poem I found on the newspapers today in the orbituaries section. Sorry, was feelin abit morbid today.

Memory wanders
As shadows fall.
Back to days of happiness,
Days beyond recall.
A vision comes before us,
So calm, so dear, so sweet.
Of her lips now silent
And whose lids are closed in sleep.

Is my world breaking apart? Crashing down on me? It doesnt look like it is but it certainly felt like it did deep down in my heart. Who can I turn to? It's either we dun click at all or you dun feel like listening or something stopped the conversation..

Sad..

I can be free.
I can be free from this place.
Beautiful Healer
Beautiful grace.
Help me to see
Everything fall into place.
Wake me from dreaming
No more decieving.
Break these chains

=(
Ruth-Skunk || 6:27 pm