could you hear me?

Friday, January 13, 2006

Dear Father..

Why Father? Why this? Why do I feel so sad? Why doesnt everything turn out the way I want it to be? I know Father, that I've got Your plan to stick to, and human wisdom is nothing compared to Yours. But Father, why this way? Haiz. Oh Father, I know I am wrong. Cause whenever I did something that breaks Your heart, this will always happen. And I am thankful, for because of this, I'll recognize my mistakes and remember You.

Why God? Why this? Even though I know You lives in me, why do I keep destroying this temple of Yours? Why Father? I know, I've hurt You a lot. I've hurt You, so many times. And I know, I've been so selfish. Father, please guide me..

This sadness, this pain. I know, it's nothing compared to what You had felt. Father, I love You..

Jesus, You're more than my heart could ever express..

Sigh. I guess it's the only thing I can do now. Shall go back to the Word..
Ruth-Skunk || 1:45 pm