could you hear me?

Monday, March 13, 2006

hurt my heart to love you..

Was sad.. Or supposed to be. I dont know. I guess worshipping Him takes the sadness away.. At least for a while.. Was a bit high after that.. Felt better. Then pastor John used some funny analogy and joked. And Alston laughed like crazy beside me. Cant help but joined in too. Laughter's contagious. Yes indeed. Felt wee bit better inside of me.

Dumb mouse.. Said "I'm dead" all of a sudden.. -.- Like what's the big deal lah.. You wont die lor.. Haha.. More like I'm gonna be slaughtered very soon.. Haiz.. I'm worrying... Sianz..

Ya ya.. Promised you not to worry.. But seriously, Jie, how can I not worry.. I mean.. Ya, I dropped them in His hands. But then again, it's been quite a long while ler.. I'm really really really worried.. I think God wants me to worry too.

Thanks Jie for that reassurance. I really needed that from you.. Do you know why I'm so sad about? Haiz.. Nvm.. Shant ask..

Looking forward to the week..

I've hurt my heart to love you...

But I guess I'm really used to it..
Ruth-Skunk || 1:05 am