could you hear me?

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

voluntary explosion of the inner mind

This has been inside of me for quite a while. I thought I never needed to voice it out, well, not exactly voicing it out here anyway, but I guess I really needed to be heard..

I despised people who are fakos. They pretend to be nice to you but in actual fact they don't really care. They get near you because you bring an advantage to them. They talk to you because they want to get infomation from you. I really can't take it anymore..

See me shut up to them and you'll know who I'm talking about..

Gahz.. God help me out of this misery.. Help me be like Jesus. It's so so hard to be like Him. How can I not think bad thoughts.. How can I suffer under other people's treatment and not say anything about it? How can I see others get hurt and not do anything about it? How can I put myself away and heal others instead of overly concerned with myself? How can I love everyone even though I know they are evil? God help me learn the truth..

I'm just self-righteous.. =(

Daddy God, I just love you..
Ruth-Skunk || 7:50 pm